Sorry It's kind of long. But I definitely recommend reading this one.
This
week has been awesome! I have learned so much and have had some amazing
experiences. The first that I want to share is an experience that I had
on Monday
night. It is the coolest experience that I have had to this point in my
life. I am just going to type what I wrote in my journal because it
sums it up pretty well. "At a class
later this evening, I had the coolest experience. So, our district was a
little bit rowdy. We took a 10 minute break to study and bring the
spirit back. Then another teacher came in and taught about his family
and their conversion story. He taught about how he now knew that his
family could live together forever. I thought about my family and
especially about the twins my mom mis-carried before I was born. I know
that they are as much a part of my family as my family is here on earth.
Also on my mind a lot recently has been thoughts about how I struggle
to speak Tagalog. I know that I should not have these thoughts because I
have only been here for 2 weeks and am not expected to speak Tagalog,
but they keep coming. I then hear a voice in my head as clear as I have
ever heard a voice to this point in my life. I am 100% sure that it was
my older brother from the other side of the veil. He said "we will see
each other again. Your job now is to learn Tagalog so that you can teach
the people of the Philippines this same truth." I completely lost it. I
cried in class for like a straight 20 minutes. My comp asked what
happened and I honestly could not put into words the feelings that I
felt and the experience that I had. I know that I will be able to learn
Tagalog. I know that there are people in Baguio Philippines prepared to
hear the message that I have to share. I know that whom the Lord calls,
he qualifies. I know that I will live with my family again after this
life. I know this without any doubt in my mind. God has a plan for
everyone and he wants nothing more than for us to return to live with
him. He sent His Son to atone for our sins and die for us to make this
possible. Joseph Smith was a prophet who did indeed restore this gospel
on the earth. I love the peace it brings and I can't wait to share it in
the Philippines."
Another
Elder in my District (Elder Finau) who is an offensive line BYU
football commit shared an amazing story. He talked about his dad who
passed away just 5 months before he came on his mission. He shared his
testimony of eternal families and of the plan that our Father in Heaven
has for us. I had never felt the spirit so strong. I love this gospel
and the peace that it brings.
This week,
I have worked on memorizing the first vision, Moroni 10: 4-5, the
baptismal invitation, and the missionary purpose in Tagalog. I am really
close. It is amazing. I know that the gift of tongues is real. There is
no way that I could do any of this in 2 weeks
if it wasn't for help from the other side of the veil. We teach lessons
to our "investigators" every day now. It is awesome. They only speak
Tagalog and they really stretch our vocab. Sometimes we just have to
pretend we know that they are talking about and move on. We asked one of
our teachers what the funniest thing we had said to this point was. She
told us that one of the companionships (she didn't tell us who) had
told her in the first lesson that they were Catholic. haha. She asked
them if they were also catholic because they had some similar beliefs.
They must not have understood the question because they just nodded and
said "opo" (which means yes). It was only the 3rd day in the MTC when it
happened, so things like that are kind of expected. But it was pretty
funny when she told us about it.
I
love the gospel and the peace that it brings to my life. I love the
spirit that I feel as I learn more about our brother and Savior, Jesus
Christ. I know that we will live with our families again as perfected
beings for eternity.
I love you all. I think about you. I miss you. And I keep you in my prayers.